They came in the mail earlier this week from Bonfire and we had the
opportunity to wear them to meet up with another couple from church who poured
into us and encouraged us in our walk with God and our parenting.
The question was asked, “With all that’s going on in your
life and home and family, is now really a good time to adopt and bring more
children?”
The honest answer is, “No.”
It will never be a good time to adopt. There will always be
life issues to deal with. There will never be enough money. There will always
be doubts.
I’ve always giggled when I hear young couples say that they
are waiting till they are ready (whatever their version of “ready” means) to
have a baby. At that rate, they will NEVER be ready.
You can’t expect the unexpected.
But you can know the God of the impossible.
One of my "yes" verses. |
We had a small group of prayer warriors fighting with us
before we announced to the world our intention to adopt these big babies. We were
warned several times, verbally and through things we read, that Satan hates
families. He will be looking for every way possible to attack. If we didn’t see
evidence of spiritual warfare before we will now. And we have repeatedly seen
evidence in that he’s trying to “get to us.” Through our finances, through
medical issues (minor), through attitudes, through doubts…. But God (my favorite
words!)
But God has been bigger. Bigger than our doubts. Bigger than
our finances. Bigger than these misbehaviors and childish and teenish and tired
adultish attitudes. He proves Himself over and over.
He continues to move this along.
You know what the biggest hindrance is?
Me.
I forget. I overlook. I say to much or to little. (and that’s
just this week)
But God is long-suffering (LLLOOONNNNGGGGGG-suffering!)
towards me. This is a thing He is doing despite my imperfections.
Maybe because
of my imperfections. (I can be pretty impossible).
Cause it’s not about me.
It’s about Him.
A picture share on facebook by a certain place that happens to have some certain beautiful children in it. |
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